I sleep with a glock loaded with hollow points in my night stand

we can't help you if you don't tell us the base problem making you feel this way.

I myself sleep with a machete beside my bed.

>>18729403
Either kill yourself and have your family cry and miss you or fix your problems and actually tell people and get help

>>18729403
join the military and go out killing a few sand nogs, my man. if you're going to kill yourself, die the warrior's death, not the coward's death. you might just find the will to live along the way.

>>18729860
>tfw suicidal AND a sand nog
there is no winning
not OP though

>>18729897
wtf are you talking about dude? sang nogs killing other sand nogs is a time-honored tradition. go kill some ISIS or Muslim Brotherhood or whatever else is going on these days.