Thread for those with some mental health problem, confirmed,

>>18722739
I do and frankly I'm sick of talking about it, no offense to you

>>18722751
You must not be that sick of it or you would have avoided the thread entirely.

What's up, anon?

>>18722739
I'm addicted to cuck/sissy/femdom/findom stuff. Basically anything where I'm in the submissive position. It's fucking embarrassing and not even a real illness, just a sign of my weak will
Should've been aborted desu

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>>18722775
WHERE THE FUCK IS THAT CUTE ANIME GIRL I ATTACHED

>>18722775
Has anyone ever caught you looking at it? Is it something you actually want to stop watching?

>>18722789
>Has anyone ever caught you looking at it?
Nobody IRL knows, though I've been hinting that I have problems like that at my therapist.
>Is it something you actually want to stop watching?
I don't really know, I fucking love it but I don't know if it's good for me. I always seek out others who treat me like shit online because it turns me on, no interest in a mutual relationship

>>18722794
Why don't you think it's good for you? Has it affected any other part of your life like being financially or socially stable?

>>18722801
Good question. Personally I don't really have a problem with it and I don't think it really has too much of an effect on my life (beside findom maybe, but I never got the chance to act that one out yet). But I know that I only have these fetishes because of constant exposure to porn over years and that I'll probably stay a virgin forever because of it. Not that I'm very eager to lose my virginity but still.
Ah, this is all very hard..

>>18722823
If you don't think there's a problem with your fetish and it hasn't really negatively impacted your day to day life, why do you think you should have been aborted as you said earlier?

How to deal with losing your looks because of balding when you're still a virgin? I've been told I'm good looking and it feels like I've wasted all that time when I had hair. and I look worse shaved too.
This has been a source of constant depression for me in the last few days. I could deal with balding if /soc/ told me I look just as good shaved - but apparently I look better with hair.
I want to start approaching girls before I have to shave but dunno how well will air fare with my desperation and insecurity.

>>18722856
>why do you think you should have been aborted as you said earlier?
I'm super self-deprecating online, don't really know why.
Another thing is that a guy I met on Discord a few days ago wants me to improve and I don't want to disappoint him. He thinks I shouldn't fap to cuckshit and stuff since it warps my perception of healthy relationships and stuff

>>18722873
>wants me to improve

Do you want to be what he believes is an improvement? Or do you yourself believe it will be an improvement?

>>18722757
no I really am that sick of it

>>18722889
Probably the former...I mean, maybe both...?
Fuck, I'm depressed now. Maybe I should talk to him tomorrow.

>>18722900
Let me put it like this. If you think it'll be an improvement on your life, then by all means, take steps to stop consuming the stuff.

But if it doesn't hurt you socially, financially, and you actually are just into it, then do what you want. People have different tastes, there's nothing wrong with that.

>>18722911
You're completely right I think. I need to think about this hard. Thank you, you helped me a lot

>>18722739
Sometimes I'm very happy but sometimes I wish someone would smash my head in. I've done things the right way in my life. I've yet to see it really pay back. I'm not making the money that I should. I wish romance was easier.

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Diagnosed with Social Anxiety Disorder and depression, though I don't really feel "depressed". I have like no energy and I get emotional pretty easily but I'm not that sad all the time like most depressed people.
The real kicker is that I think I have Aspergers. I have a really hard time connecting with others (among other symptoms), and I feel like I'm behind when it comes to interacting with others (which fuels my social anxiety). I'm painfully shy, and I'm that awkward quiet kid who attends hard classes and gets great grades but I'm literally by myself 100% of the time (because I have no friends).

I heavily identify with Pink Floyd's "The Wall". I want to connect with others but I'm trapped behind my own defenses.

>>18722948
This me

Idk what's up with me. I'm 23 and I'm still nervous of the dark. I don't believe in demons or ghosts, and I know gremlins and ghouls and shit like that don't exist. But put me in a dark room and I'll start imagining creepy shit being in there. I do the whole "jump to the bed" thing even though I know nothing is going to grab my feet. I still can't sleep with my feet sticking out of the covers. I'll take a shower and I can't put my face under the water; the longer I keep my eyes closed, the more I worry something scary will be in front of me when I do look. I'm never scared there's a person in the house. It's all me worrying about supernatural creatures. It sucks because I know they don't exist, and logically it makes no sense that they would exist, but my emotions just panic and freak out

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>Mild aspergers
>Aware of every socially awkward and emotionally fucked up thing I do, but powerless to stop it
>Kissless virgin
>Hate my life
>Hate my self

I just want to be normal. Why is that so much to ask?

>have normal feelings about a person
>they do something creepy
>feel disgusted and creeped out by them
>feel disgusted and creeped out by grandfather on mother's side
>don't remember him doing anything creepy
>actually a great, kind person objectively speaking
>just irrationally hate him and dread being around him for even a second, want to vomit after every hug

I wish it was easier to accept that I'm a fucking nutjob.

>>18722739
>adhd
>mania
>bpd
>anxiety
all diagnosed
[spoiler]all i want to be is a famous actor,
every drama class i attended at highshool had teachers that told me i need to pursue something in the drama field to not waste my talent but i have no idea on how to start on the path to hollywood[/spoiler]

>>18723068
Don't break line when you're doing a spoiler, messes with it

My family lost our new house to a fire that started literally after two days of us living in it (fire started from faulty wiring.) 7 years ago

Luckily I managed to escape being asleep in this house fire (I wanted to sleep in bed all day while my mother was out shopping but mother said fuck you lets go to the store) and though it's not set in stone that I would have died sleeping in the house while that fire was going, it still affected me.

I lost my pets in the fire which made me distraught and a few days later my grandma died which is a point in life where I lost all of my emotions. at that point I was basically a sociopath getting increasingly worse with everyday and lost all of my friends due to this making my life that much worse.

I did make new friends in high school (not sure why they befriended me) which helped me learn how to act like a decent person again but I never really told them about what happened, I did tell one person and they just brushed it off.

I had MPD/DID, irrational paranoia, anxiety, loss of emotions and other stuff back then and right now I'd like to say I've gotten rid of most of those issues.

I'm not gonna talk about my diagnostic cause I honestly don't give a shit about it right now. Meds help though, I have to admit it. My therapist too. But, right now? I wanna fucking hurt myself. I'm trying my hardest not to (I've been making a lot of progress in the past years even with all my depressive episodes -like the one I'm having right now-) but I honestly can't find a reason not to do it besides the fact that someone will eventually find out and that will make my life even worst. And I don't wanna die, but being alive is not giving me any pleasure and the pain is unbearable.