https://pastebin.com/z6uVUL56
It's a pretty long read but I hope you guys can help me.
You're not a virgin either and you're going to turn down the love of your life bc someone used her the way someone used you?
Hmmm
>>18719876
You need to work on you first you sounds like you have some very deep psychological scars. I really recommend getting someone you can talk to. Most universities have this for free.
I would say stay friends with her for now maybe hold back on dating till you can sort yourself out.
When you finally do you will know for you what the correct path is.
>>18719876
Given your initial reaction to when she told you she wasn't a virgin anymore, I would suggest going to therapy. You need to get to a place where you can move past her sexual past, but more importantly your own.
You were out of the picture. She was trying to move on. She met a guy. He lied expertly, made her feel safe, secure, and loved. She gave her virginity to him, only to realize she'd made a mistake. He'd manipulated her and built a relationship on deceit. You need to figure out why you're essentially punishing her for this and seeing her as a disgusting person. If you met someone and told them the story of how you lost your virginity, all the pain you experienced, how would it feel for them to basically spit in your face, call you a manwhore, and tell you to fuck off? You wouldn't deserve that treatment, just like she didn't deserve to be treated the way you treated her
>>18719876
She's used goods anon. My suggestion is to just pump and dump her.