Just deleted all my messages that I had with the girl I absolutely loved and liked after passing through some difficult times. Our chat was full of "I love you :3" and some other cute ahit that aches in my soul everytime I remember it, I need help to get through this and would greatly appreciate old anons help since I'm destroyed spiritually
>>18715247
I did the same thing. Then a few months later, he died. A part of me wishes I had kept the messages. This weekend will mark one year since his death. I think about him still, every day. I don't really know how to help you, other than to say you're not alone in your misery.
>>18715247
stop projecting so much meaning on to it. sad? yes. but to say you're 'destroyed spiritually' is dramatic. if you're going to pretend at least pretend that you're stronger than a 12 year old girl going through her first break up.
treat your self like someone who can handle this, and I assure you that you will handle it.