A long time ago, When i was 16, One night I was watching "The Exorcist" with my ex-stepmother. She asked me to hold her hand because she told me she was scared. Out of nowhere, she starts using my hand to masturbate herself, insinuating herself at me. At that moment my brain did not process what was happening, so I simply said I would go to the bathroom and went to my room, scared, terryfied. The other day she call me, saying that she regretted what she had done, crying a lot and saying "it was not me who had done that". I, in my innocence, forgave her and said that everything was fine, with her saying that if I told my Father, he would put both of us out of the house. Until the time of separation from my parents, she treated me worse than garbage.
Nowadays I'm 23 and I've already get help about it, but sometimes this issue still disturbs me a bit. Any advice on how to overcome this?
>>18712930
Time. Nothing more. Just time. You'll get used to it and occasionally it'll come back when you're down. But you'll learn to live with it.
Therapy and time.