i have this problem where i pursue a relationship with some girl,

Me too. I am a 3/10 skeleton pepperoni face and I have crazy high standards. I cleared up and that ended up with my landing a 10 in the bedroom. Had some passion for about 2 days, and then I casually dropped her and never talked to her again. I just wanted to be rejected, not actually end up with a girl in love with me. I call it emotional masochism.

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it's not that i have high standards or anything it's more i just go from 100 to 0 in about a second

I used to be the same OP. It's just that those girls aren't the one/s you'll actually feel something real for. I think you actually really want to meet someone special, but then you subconsciously realize that those gurls are wrongfor you since that's what happened to me. I dropped girls like hot potatos until i finally met one that I stayed with. Dont worry you are just a young buck