For the past few days I've really really really wanted to

get some help, go pay a visit to your local psychiatrist

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Join the fuckin Marines

>>18704899
fuck off shill

>>18704899
>Paying some quack to nod along and doodle on a clipboard pretending to listen to your bullshit

There are more effective ways to waste thousands of dollars, like lighting it on fire, or throwing it in a blender

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Have you tried drugs?

>>18704897
This is totally natural. If you truly have this urge then frequent places that will provide willing partners for your endeavor. Keep in mind that there are consequences in the real world. The way you frame your statement implies that you are not an experienced fighter so I urge caution. No offense, but it's possible that what you really need is a pain-induced attitude calibration. This is a real condition.

>>18704897
pick up a sport such as boxing or MMA, your choice really just don't be an asshole on the street lookin' for trouble.

I feel like this every moment, of every day. Happy, angry, cripplingly depressed, disgustingly sick, I literally always wish I was fighting anyone.

I admit this to people and they think I'm trying to be edgy or that I'm going to shoot up a mall. It's not about the violence, it's about the ferality. It's atavistic.

Anyway I don't know, OP. It's difficult to live like this, and people take advantage of your attempts to meet unfavorable situations with the other cheek.

>>18704897
Join the fucking marines