This is really hard for me to admit
But I have reason to believe that I have been living with a shot out short term memory center
My grandmother fell to dementia so theres that
I feel like... my personality, my goals and motivations, are being hard reset every day. I remember things, but its weird. They dont... leave an impression on me. I feel like a bouncy sponge that rejects water. I just stay the same forever. A lot of time has passed and I change in minor ways, but I can never take upon any motivations. I just forget them. Anything I cook up in my head is lost to the wind, but anything that comes to me in real life I can remember, only vaguely.
Of course, I beat myself for it but I think I might be looking at it the wrong way. Do I go to a doctor for this?
>Do I go to a doctor for this?
Yes
>>18704682
>Do I go to a doctor for this?
what if you already have tho
>>18704693
what if he already has tho
>>18704682
>Do I go to a doctor for this?
what if you already have tho
>>18704696
Don't do this to me anon.
>>18704699
I actually had a point but it wasn't as funny. Leaving yourself notes and drawing yourself little maps are pretty major signs of Alzheimer's, I'd think you could find such artifacts if you were really experiencing persistent short term memory loss.
What you're describing sounds more like normal life after school (aka being an adult) possibly with severe exhaustion (not necessarily lack of sleep).
In any case, go see a doctor. I feel like we've said this before, but yeah, go see a doctor.