When I came home, I turned off my social media and any type of contact with others, I expected one of my friends to give me a call so we could go hang out with some other fellas and my oneitis. They didn't call me, I just turned on my viber and got like 15 messages of them inviting me, and I was complaining the whole night about being alone. Now I just feel like shit.
I'm kind of used to being a semi-normie, I got into the "asocial" thing at the beginning of this year after realizing I like being more at home). But heck, boy I do feel bad. How do I cope with the feels?
You literally just apologize. "Derp, sorry for being an emo faggot last night guys, been stressing out a bit and then I didn't even realize I turned off my messages and shit - fuck me lolol"
Hell if you're slick enough you can turn it into some kind of platitude about how not letting other people is the root cause of loneliness and depression or some bullshit.
I didn't talk to anyone, and I really made no issue about it. I am usually social in my group of friends, however, everyone just went out tonight and had a blast, while I missed out and I didn't do anything well instead of it