>had female best friend that I hung out with years ago regularly
>invited me to talk to her about anything, so spoke about my personal problems to her all of the time
>was socially retarded shutin so saw her as a social opportunity for connections
>later got into arguments with her often until we stopped talking completely
>made up but we kept at a distance since
>has since deleted all of her social media, even mutual friends don't know what she's up to now
>speaks to one of my friends, just tell him to say "hi" to me for her, no contact info or anything
>getting urges to speak to her and re-introduce her into my life but know it won't happen deep down
How the fuck do I get over this?
>>18702790
Make new friends that you feel offer you support. I'm guessing right now you don't really have anyone to talk to as you did with her.
>>18702790
The shit you faggots post on this board to worry about. Good god go the fuck outside you absolute faggot and stop shitting up this board.
>>18702827
I go outside every day.
>>18702790
Find something else to do besides worry about her. You stopped worrying about elementary school issues when you had high school issues, you get over caring too much about someone you shouldn't by meeting new people.