>tfw another night drinking alone to numb the hollow emptiness

I used to come home and drink myself to sleep every night after work. I have always been self aware on things I need to change, you need to as well. Habits and psychological troubles aren't forever.

>>18702598
I'm feeling intensely scared. I'm in a very stressful and expensive graduate school in acting. This would pretty much only qualify me to be a professor in acting. My body is telling me to go home. I'm so fucking homesick. I battle with whether or not I should quit every day. I care abut you anon. Drinking isn't the answer. I've gotten benifit from therapy, medication and mindfulness.

Drinking alone is pathetic imo and I don't understand how people manage it. Frankly, it's boring to drink if you don't have people to do it with.

>>18702627

I prefer to drink with friends than to drink alone; I prefer to drink alone than to drink with strangers in most cases.

I have plans to treat myself to a new brand of whiskey I found, just this weekend, in fact. I finally found a fantastic sipper and I've been dying to put it on ice.

That being said, I've been an introvert my whole life. Being alone and hermiting isn't strange or negative for me, it's a way I can decompress and sort of process information and things like that.

As to OP-- don't worry pal, some of us are still here yet.