>be me >pretty socially retarded, but self aware enough

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>be me
>pretty socially retarded, but self aware enough to change that
>best friend introduces me to a nice circle of friends
>date a girl for a while from that circle
>best friend for whatever reason becomes a massive dick head
>insulting me, even some times being violent for no reason
>not a punch to the shoulder like friends do, a punch to the face because he can
>he's obviously not a friend, but for whatever reason i keep forgiving him
>others don't want to hang out with him anymore either
>he crosses the line one night, i cut him out of my life
>end up breaking with the girl later along the line
>"anon, we can still be friends to, y know, hang out with our friends"
>after a few weeks of silence i decide to text her
>she leaves me on seen and unfriends me
>mfw
>still want to be part of this circle of friends, in all honesty in hopes of a second chance with her
>we agree to go watch a movie about a month after that (3 guys, another girl, my ex and me.)
>start developing feelings for a girl i was talking to some time after our break up
>she's fucking top tier
>we click really well
>don't care about my ex anymore, kind of hurts when i see her though
>now i want to be part of the circle because, well, they're fucking awesome. would be shit to lose em
>one of them invites that guy that was once my best friend
>mfw

We're gonna watch it in 2 days. I don't want that fucker to have a single bit of hope that he's going to be able to be my friend any time soon, i don't want to see the bastard, talk to him or hear him. The most likely thing that I will do is go out with them, but don't talk with him, or rather not talk that much. We're watching a film anyways, so we won't be talking much. I'd like to hear others opinions on this.