I think looking at all the trending artists has somehow taken away my own voice in art
It put an anxiety inside me that I realized is similar to back when I was too afraid to be honest with my parents
I would like to get over this hurdle just as I came to be honest with them.
It really feels like the artists who dominate social media right now are the 'untouchable adults' that I used to see my parents as.
I want to wedge myself into their world and shove people aside to make space for me. I'm not sure how to, I feel my stomach turning, the anxiety is just so great.
It's impossible.