I hate myself. I hate my financial situation, I hate my body, I hate the way I look and think. Normally I can ignore it, but situations that really bring it out and cause me to shut down mentally and physically are shopping and socializing. As soon as i get in a situation like this, I start feeling an intense self-loathing and I can barely function. Most people have told me about how good I look, how well i'm doing financially, etc. but I don't know how to see what they see. How can I get over this self-hatred?
>>18693666
Psycholog and CBT.
First step is to trust him and actually be willing to improve and believe that it will work.
>>18693669
This. Depression isn't a new thing, we've been learning how to help fix it for a long time. CBT can work wonders.
>>18693669
>I'm suicidal