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I'm detached, not from the real world or some shit like that but from myself.
I'm awear it sounds odd. I though so myself the first few Times it came up and dismissed it and I'm having trubbel putting it into words.
One half of me, the more emochenal one, wants to do one thing but the other, the more calculating one, says that's not the case and judges me for it.
>I want to out for a run, NO your cardio is crap and what are you even going to do out there! Sit back down.
>That girl is kind of cute. She would not be interested in you!
>Now that I have a girl freind we could do lewd shit. NO you're too Young for that
(Was 14 at that point)
And everytime almost fall unconscious from standing up to quickly and my mind goes blank I here
>Don't mess around, stand straight
And I will act differently to every person I meet after Reading them to apeal to them. All just so that voice won't come back to say thing that I know are all too true. Flaws in my character and such.
Me dissmissing this for so long is a couse of this mentalstate.
But now I can't ignore it anymore. My freinds have noticed and started to coment on the fact that I act completly different around other people.
And I don't want to have to keep dealing with this voice.
Anyone got any answers for me? I'll take any advice
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>Anyone got any answers for me?
Learn how to spell.
Learn better sentence structure
You sound like you are 16 so you need to leave 4chan until you turn 18. I recommend just staying away completely.
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>>18693621
English is not my main language and I'm dyslectic. I am activly working to improve my english aswell as wrighting. Thank you for dropping by, you can leave now
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>>18693602
>Literally describing the conscious battle of logic vs emotion that we all have
>"Oh wow, so weird"
Literally everyone in the world has this battle in their mind, no matter how slight.
>And everytime almost fall unconscious from standing up to quickly
Once again, very common. Sit for less time or stand up slower.
>And I will act differently to every person I meet after Reading them to apeal to them
You don't think you're good enough for them that's why you try to learn and be their ideal friend. In reality, you're just lying to yourself; the feelings you have are from denying to be yourself.
Regardless of how you carry yourself through life, there will be people who don't like you. As gay as it sounds, be true to yourself.
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https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Depersonalization_disorder
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