>meet girl online
>talked many years
>both fell inlove
>four years after decide to go with her
>travel all the way to meet her
>stay together almost two years
>go away two months
>after fights because of attention, she decides to break up
>mfw she's the only reason I have to keep going
>mfw I abandoned everything just for her (friends, family, house, pets, university, jobs)
>mfw I have literally nothing
>she said to just dissappear
What to do..? I really love her, and even after fights we always talked and solved things, this time feels different..
>>18690650
learn from your mistakes. Dont put all your eggs in one basket. Also never put your emotions in someone else's lap. regroup make a plan to get your life back and dont do this again.
>>18690650
Want to just hang out so you could try forgetting about her?
>>18690697
Hang out.. I can barely get up from the bed.. Alone in a hostel in eastern Europe.. How?
>>18690697
OP here, I've tried drinking, going out for walks, bike and I can't keep her out of my mind..
>>18690650
what a cunt m8
Honestly, relationships seem to be the main cause of depression and stuff on this site.
You need to realise there's more to life than this and give yourself a goal or something. Start using tinder, just go out more generally and as always, if you don't already, start going to the fucking gym - seriously.
But before you give up om the relationship give it some time, although having fights at all, whether they're frequent or not, in a relationship is a bad sign. That needs to be resolved quick or the truth is you just aren't compatible.
Honestly, a relationship where disagreements leave to fights rather than conversations or idealy jokes is not a stable one.