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I don't know where else to go for this honestly. I've had this weird BBC/Interracial "fetish" since I was about 18. It's not a regular interracial fetish, and if you saw what I looked/listened to, you'd call me a faggot.
Except I'm just not. I believe I'm not. Besides that I've always kind of watched porn with penises more often and looked at those instead of the vagina. But I really feel attracted to woman in real life, and I don't feel attracted to men at all.
I wasn't fapping for a while now. I recently fapped to big asses but only twice in 2 weeks, because I've been talking to this girl. It feels like I have something to do because I'm always talking to her. But what if it got more intimate? I have had "sex" before, and I couldn't get hard for the woman at all. I ate her out, but it didn't really do anything for me. What the fuck is wrong with me? Is it just the porn? Should I delete it all? What should I do? Seriously please help.
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>>18686918
porn induced erectile disfunction. I had it once, too. Go no porn.
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>>18686926
so delete it? do you think its really just porn thats my problem?
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you probably just have been a bit desensitized by porn. delete it all and give it a long break. Masterbate every now and then though (just not to porn), however do not go overboard with it. after a while you should "be" normal again.
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>>18686927
Yeah it is. I couldn't get a boner with a 8/10 lying in front of me telling me to destroy her pussy after waching months of degenerate porn (trap/extreme humililation/bdsm/etc...). After 1 month no porn shit started getting normal again.
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>>18686957
alright. i deleted it all. this is it man. i'm starting no fap. i deleted all my hentai, my disgusting interraicla porn, even regular shit like woman solo. i'm just done. i want to get better.
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>>18686975
godspeed bro, trust me. this is for the best, go get healthy.
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>>18686975
Anon, nofap and noporn are not the same thing. Noporn is good. Nofap is bad. Fap occasionally, but not to porn. At least, not your usual crazy ass shit
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>>18686918
How old are you?
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>>18687133
i'll be 23 next month. why?
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>>18687137
I don't know, I was just wondering how long you've had the fetish. You should also maybe talk to a doctor.
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>>18687148
I probably would at this point, but I messaged my old therapist to see how much it would cost for a session without health insurance, and he said 150$ for 45 min each visit. I couldn't afford that, no fucking way.
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ALREADY FEELING REGRET. SHIT. I CAN DO THIS.
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