>I go to an all male school >huge nerd always had wanted

>>18686821

You'll never find a decent girl to fill your vast hole of loneliness. Nothing is more unattractive and repelling to women than a man who desperately needs them to prop up his self-esteem. Most decent people, women included, don't like being used as crutches for emotionally damaged people.

You won't ever hope to attract to someone if the only thing you can use to attract them is crippling insecurity and a loose common interest of anime and vidya. Cool conversations about nerd culture is only going to last so far until she realizes you're just another emotionally stunted introvert who needs a girlfriend to feel good about himself. There are millions of guys like you out there shamelessly glueing themselves to the ankles of "nerd girls". Get some therapy, OP.