Yesterday, I got pretty drunk and later on between 3:00 A.M. and 5:00 A.M, I got tried to hook-up with a lady-of-the-night, but my visceral instincts got the better than and I ended up banging a transexuals. I fucking regret what I did and feel suicidal right now.
I know I'm not homosexual or bisexual because I did not enjoyed the experience at all, I just pure regret.
What should I do?
Let me try to post this in the most straightforward manner.
Yesterday, I drank much, went to a midnight movie, went home when finished, started looking through craigslist casual encounters, tried for females first but I didn't have enough cash then, saw a transexual, contacted him, went to his house, panicked and told him that I wanted to get out but I didn't succeeded, got a blowjob, kissed, fucked him a bit, but I didn't finish at all because I didn't feel comfortable at all (not to mention the exhaustion). He asked for my name and address (to which I lied of course).
I went back home, and tried to go to sleep but the fucking regret doesn't allow me. What should I do?
>>18685104
Also, protection was used but either way I'm getting myself checked.
Self-bump.
>>18685061
Talk to someone you trust and if they still love you after then congratulations, you're worth being alive
>>18685061
I'm just here to say
lmao
>>18685061
>im suicidal cuz pretty girl had a peepee
i can only laugh, sorry
>>18685215
>>18685540
No need to be sorry. I would rather think it's a lighthearted occurrence and at least someone finds amusing.