>20 years old
>No friends at all
>Thinking about committing suicide
>Thinking about going to local bar day I turn 21
>Don't know if alcohol will help me
I think it's the only realistic way out, but my immediate family will resent me for taking it. I don't know if I'll make many friends there, but something to do is better than nothing at all.
God damn the pic in the middle is depressing
>>18684016
Do you actually want friends or are you burdened by society's expectations of you to have a large social circle?
>>18684023
I actually want friends, or at the least, someone to talk to.
I can't live in this world without face-to-face human interaction.
Keep yourself busy. I was in your position at your age but i went to school, got a job, & i slowly started gaining friends. It wont happened immediately, achieving happiness takes time & effort but if i can do it you can as well.
>>18684016
at least some of them have parents...
>OOH SON, JUST SIT THERE SO MOMMY CAN TAKE A PICTURE
>Mom this is the most depressing moment of my life
>NOOO OH GOSH SON JUST SIT THERE I CANT WAIT TO PUT THIS ON FACEBOOK
Moms are all plagued with some terrible autistic affliction