i feel like everything sucks right now. how do i start to feel better? im at a really shit college (im doing a program where ill auto-transfer out to an amazing university in june), but for the time being, i feel so isolated. i talked to this girl for a while and had a streak with her on snap, and i invited her out to lunch, but she couldnt and she hasnt talked to me since or want to rearrange. so fuck me, right? i also saw on my friends social media hes hanging out with this chick that i was super infatuated with over the summer, and i know hes probably banging her so as soon as i thought i was over it, i kept pulled back in. i really just feel down, things just suck right now. i really hope they pick up. im just writng this to vent mainly.
also, i shower twice a day, shave, use deoderant/anti-perspirant, and i dress nice and try to carry myself. i started working out slowly, but i still feel down. ive also been treating my face with moisturizor and trying to drink a lot of water. girls have always called me cute, and im not a complete social retard, im funny and extroverted, but i am shy to start with and i do have some anxiety. are these just the motions of life? im in uni currently. any advice on how to pick myself out of this rut? im thinking only time can really help.
>>18680970
>im thinking only time will help
yup. sounds like you got some prospects for yourself there bud so just keep doing what you're doing.
>>18680980
thanks. ima try to fix my sleeping schedule and eat a bit more healthy and not beat my fucking beat all the time.