I am a mentally ill person which really needs help. I have compulsions

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>>18675513
Hotline for suicide. Go to seek psycholog. Call your parents.

Whatever you do, dont be yourself and reach for help until it is too late.

>>18675534
none of the suicide lines are answering and the ones in croatia failed because it's too poor of a country. I literally have nobody and I already overdosed.

>>18675557
>overdosed
Ambulance it is then. They will pump you, give you somethibg to chill, talk with you and then send you to specialists.

CALL AMBULANCE!

>>18675564
If I'd call ambulance my parents would notice it and if I'd survive they would give me hell for it. I don't want to call it.

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>>18675572
I doubt your parents can give you worse pain than what you have right now inside of your head. Also sometimes when parents realize how bad it is, they show the kind face instead.

CALL AMBULANCE!

>>18675584
I'm mostly thinking about simply overdosing more so I'm sure I can die. And no, my parents wouldn't show kindness. Once I cut my veins IN FRONT OF THEM, and they didn't give a fuck. They only scolded me for it.

>>18675513
go to hospital. consider medication. Medication has helped me a lot, although unfortunately I feel like I have lost all of my character, charisma, personability... but at least I am stable enough to be semi-productive now. also is it nice in croatia? i have considered trying to retire there? I want to live on the mediterranean...

>>18675589
Death is a permanent solution for temporary problem. What is your problem?

>>18675596
Croatia is nice if you're coming from other country and if you're able to pay the bills. Mediterranean side is not as poor as well.
>>18675599
My problem is that my parents fail to realise my whole life that I have a problem. They are forcing me to be normal,beating me and yelling at me that I'm rude at every small miscommunication. They want to control my life without any consideration of me as a person. They literally talked so little to me as a child they even failed to realise I have Asperger's Syndrome.

>>18675599
Being an angsty teen most likely.

>>18675623
Don't fucking talk about the things you're unaware of. I have been diagnosed with PTSD because of being beaten as a child.

>>18675623
Trying to minimize people's problems and pain often doesn't make the pain go away. From my experience, usually it just makes the pain worse--their problems are still there, only now they feel like a whiny asshole who doesn't deserve to have problems. It's not a very productive or effective form of help/support

>>18675621
>self diagnosed Asperger's
You don't have Asperger's

>>18675633
Psychiatrist diagnosed me with Asperger's along with major depression, generalized anxiety disorder, PTSD and schizoid personality disorder.

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>>18675640
>schizo
My condolences.

>>18675653
considering you're on 4chan there's probably schizoid people doing better than you in life. nice attempt at feeling superior, though.

UPDATE: I managed to get in contact with my therapist and even though I didn't want him to, he called my parents. I took more than a box of pills but it seems there is no severe pain coming from it. Once my parents came home I got a very strong panic attack followed by dissociation. I will be hospitalized soon.

>>18675863
Good,
Get to a (mental) hospital and get your mind and body back on track. There's always hope. Never lose hope.
If you're parents are dicks about your troubles then don't let that take away your life.
Your life is in the hands of you and solely you.

You're the captain

Good luck and Godspeed!