I've realised I'm a piece of shit and don't really

Your entire generation consists of people who hate themselves but also think of themselves as superior to everyone else for no discernible reason.

at least you have a gf beside the joke( whih is ssad truth for me ) you just need to be more social with finding real friends.

>>18675448

Do things that make you feel good. Stop focusing so much on what makes you miserable. It's fine to feel bad every once in a while, but you should also feel good every once in a while.

>>18675448
Stop filling yourself with hate. Hating anyone or anything is like drinking poison and expecting someone/thing else to die. Accept that everyone is different and likes different things and there's nothing wrong with that. Perhaps you don't feel like you're above others, but you actually feel like you're below them and hate on them for having what appears to be a happier or more fulfilling life.

The easiest solution is to focus on yourself and find what makes you happy, rather than dismissing everything before you try it by saying it's stupid.

>>18675453
If I'm going to generalise I can't see any generation beyond the apathy induced after world war 1 as having a different attitude. Sure, individuals exist and possess different personalities, though often only during certain periods of time, but if we are to generalise?

People generally think they are great without qualifying reason. Maybe people were even worse prior to world war 1, but we just got better at recording it. Maybe the 'horrors of war' forced us to start to recoil from the usual brutal attitudes and behaviour of average Joe.

Today a colleague described an interesting talk he'd attended as part of a club. They meet once a week to hear a guest speaker. After I finished ranting at him that if my life ever became so boring as to find myself seeking out an actual club for shit like that just to get out of the house and stop the screaming madness of four walls I'd just end it there, or at least try and encourage the group on some suicidal quest or mission because really at that point what is there worth living for I realised this is why I'm an ass hole, this is what I need to stop doing (being judgemental) and actually, here I am shit posting on the internet (my life isn't that interesting in comparison).

>>18675448
Everyone is a piece of shit sometimes. No exception.

Realising this and awareness of it is a sign youre better than most, id say.

Self honesty is an unbelievably valuable power to not being such a piece of shit.

No advice needed. Your self awareness will improve you all on its own.

The last thing you should do is dwell on it and accept yourself as such. Just be better. I have all the faith in the world you are capable.

>>18675466
Finding a normal girlfriend is not very difficult. They are a lot like us, worry about things, get bored, lonely, concerned about being rejected. Just talk to them and make an effort to hang out. The only issue is if your life is boring and shit and contains no room for another person in which case a girl is very unlikely to want to be part of it. Also ignore me if you are talking 10/10 up in the club etc which I have no experience of what so ever, though as far as I can tell they are just trying to have a fun life whatever that means while they are at the age to do so. Options, they have them and experiences they want them.

>>18675472
Except what I often want to do is be anti social and shit on any attempts to do something sociable. I'm going to struggle because most things that most people suggest are going to have me scoffing and being 2edgy4u. I know I'm putting up barriers, I think the next anon has a point.

>>18675481
I think a lot of it must be insecurity. Negative motivation, putting down others to make myself feel better for whatever reason I feel the need to do that for. I guess because my life isn't so interesting and isn't panning out as anticipated and when somebody says something like "I had a great weekend, I took my brother to the supermarket!" I can't help be like shit, is this my actual life? this is not my beautiful house, listening to this? kill me, and fuck them.

>>18675512
>I'm going to struggle because most things that most people suggest are going to have me scoffing and being 2edgy4u.

Why do they have to suggest an activity for you, man? Pick something yourself.