I keep hoping that I die somehow but it's not happening

>>18675369
try talking to a therapist or psychologist.

>>18675369
Sounds like you're depressed. Try therapy, and try meditation/mindfulness through Headspace/general research.

Feel free to ask any questions I was in this exact position only a year ago.

>>18675369
>>18675775
Mindfulness worked for me. I learned it in a therapy and group therapy environment. Either way won't work unless you are actually willing to a) admit that you need help and b) cooperate with your therapist.

>>18675782
To add to this, mindfulness isn't a one stop depression fix. You really need the attitude of "I want to get better" and appreciate that it will take months and even years to get better. I've been doing mindfulness 9 months and I still feel like shit sometimes, but it's far easier to cope and my life has improved so much.

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>>18675805
xd epic reply my dude!

>>18675775
Thanks.

Yes I've been depressed for a long time but in a way that appears still functional.

When I tried to open up about it, I've been told we all get depressed from time to time and it will pass.

>>18675805

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>>18675775
Can you please explain to me better what mindfulness etc are? Thanks