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>36 years old
>abused as a child
>abusive stepfather committed suicide when I was 13
>no friends
>no job
>no girl
>self-loathing
>hatred for successful, happy people
Sitting atop a tall building. The view is grand. I think I'd float for about seven seconds from this height. I would not be missed in the slightest.
How do I turn this feeling around? I've never known happiness. I've been in love before but I lost it because I didn't want to give her any kids. Working a regular job is worse than death. I'm not meant to be here, I'm sure of it.
I don't even know what I'm asking. I've never posted on /adv/ before. Does it get better, anons? Does it...? v_v
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Oh, well. See you, space cowboys. I tried.
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Dont kys
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>>18666229
no u_u
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Sometimes natural selection misses but dawrimsm wins so just gotta remember that
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For now, just enjoy the view. Don't jump though.
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Don't
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>>18666229
And worse I may be yet the worst is not, so long as we can say “This is the worst.”
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is OP alive
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We all die you little one. Since you have the courage to attempt suicide that must mean you no longer give a fuck. Go out and fuck some male prostitutes , eat sugar or have fun doing something suicidal now that you dont care. Perhaps you'll change your mind.
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>>18667125
This
Don't kill yourself while your body still works; let it enjoy things you were previously too scared of if it really doesn't matter to you anymore.
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>>18666229
>thinking about death
You don't think about it, you do it. If you still think, then you don't want to die, you want some form of avarice.
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