I have a serious problem.
I've had friends try many times to help me lose my virginity but alas I am still a virgin. I think the root of my problem lies in my childhood. I grew up with a bunch of older sisters and was abused emotionally at a young age. I can't seem to connect to people socially the same way others around me do and thus resulting in me being a hopeless case that no one around me can really help. I don't know what to do other than to kill myself at this point.
Idk I've just tried time and time again and it just seems like no one wants to have sex with me. I am not a bad looking dude...I'm at least a 7/10. I once tried to pay an escort to fuck me but once she found out I was a virgin (my fault for telling her) she didn't want to have sex with me. I honestly felt like ending it that night.
>>18665265
What did she say when she refused to have sex with you? Maybe she wanted your first experience to be with someone you love, special
I think you are putting too much emphasis on whether or not you are a virgin. I just feel like life is so much more than just having sex or finding a relationship and yet our society relentlessly pushes this idea on to you that if you aren't doing this as soon as possible you are some kind of circus freak. People lose their virginity at different times, but just realize that your time will come sooner or later but that isn't a measure of your self worth. I'm sure there are a whole host of unique and impressive qualities that you have and that there are plenty of wonderful things about you, and if other people can't appreciate those things that is not your problem. Just keep improving yourself, go to the gym maybe, read more, realize that you are valuable and don't rely on other people to validate yourself.
>>18665323
She just said sorry I don't want to take your virginity then I said ok.
>>18665325
Thanks. Reading what you said made me feel a little better about all of it. Idk. I just want to have sex but I can't seem to get any.