I'm 21 and in college, and really like a coworker who's 18 and saving for college. I'll summarize events up to now
>get a job at Taco Bell
>everything is about as i expected
>a girl named Cassie gets hired
>has worked there before and gets hired as a shift lead
>we quickly become friends because we get scheduled around the same time really often
>we have an identical sense of humor
>we both have a tendency to use odd voices and make strange noises
>we both say things without thinking and confuse others with our logorrhea
>btw, she's so fucking hot that half the people at the drive-through flirt with her
>she just ignores it
>i start to get a small crush on her, but ignore it
>surely she doesn't feel that way about me
>i have no confidence or self-esteem
>i have no social skills
>i am a 4/10 on my worst days and a 6/10 on my best
>go to get food while i'm off one night and meet her on her way in
>we talk for a bit and that's it
>next day
>another coworker tells me she has a crush on me
>think he's bullshitting
>she tells me i looked really cute night before
>get super flustered
>i later get taught to fry taco salad shells and do it perfectly first time
>coworker fist bumps me
>Cassie walks by, fist bumps me, and says
>i don't know what i'm fistbumping you for, but when you see a chance, you have to pound it hard
>instant blush and stammer
>later try to ask her about the flirting, get flustered and can't form sentences
>she tells me she doesn't think she has time for anything serious
>we don't work together for a few days, i get depressed over unrelated stuff
>break down at work while we're together
>she tells me about some shit that went on in her past and her current goals in life
>become even more enamored with her
(cont.)
>jocular conversation with co-workers leads to me being called "a heart-breaking playboy"
>ask whose heart i could possibly break
>hear Cassie whisper "mine"
>start to try to openly flirt with her, but just spaghetti because no social skills
>dude comes to drive through one night asking for her
>looks like he's 20 years older and makes creepy sexual comments
>turns out he's been calling her from a blocked number
>i get really angry and protective, and she assures me it's opkay
>she seems flattered that i care that much
>i try to trim my beard yesterday and keep fucking up and eventually shave completely
>she comes by to get food today while she's off
>sees me with only a day's worth of growth
>tells me i look really good
>instant fluster
I want to have an actual relationship with her but don't know how to proceed. I'm not a really goal-oriented person, but she definitely is. I want to be able to help her.
This girl would chew your heart up and spit it out. Enjoy the ego boost and do your job