>Be me 19f
>Have anger issues
>Emotional as fuck
>Can't cook for shit and don't know how to do basic shit like laundry or oil change... Obviously not wife material
>Low IQ
>I hate how boyish I act and talk like... a tomboy in other words
>I've been told i'm a 7/10 but personally i think i'm a 5/10
The best idea would be for me to not have kids, obviously. I think I would be an abusive mother.
Should I just kill myself if my biological purpose cannot be fulfilled? Jk about killing myself but It keeps giving me an existential crisis. Thanks.
plz be my gf
Marry me
>>18663473
>Have anger issues
>Emotional as fuck
>Can't cook for shit and don't know how to do basic shit like laundry or oil change... Obviously not wife material
>Low IQ
>I hate how boyish I act and talk like... a tomboy in other words
If you do not have neurophysical defects, those things can be changed by simply having the mindset, discipline, and training.
>>18663473
So if you were smart, prettier, wife material and a good candiate for a mother your life would be good?
Shitty priorites girl, first of all not all females need to reproduce. You don't need to get married or be with a man, you don't need to be hot to men. It's not bad to be attractive, but it shouldn't be a priority unless you are a born exhobitionist that would thrive from the attention. You don't seem like one.
What makes you happy?
>>18663525
The culture (Mexican) I was raised in was either you become a mother or your life really doesn't have a purpose. It doesn't matter when you have your kids, just as long as you keep passing along your genes.
You're right, I don't need to be attractive. But it sure fucking helps in life. I see it with my cousins and sisters all the time. People love a pretty face.
A part of me does want a child and start a family, but the other part knows that's selfish and egotistical of me.
Before my internet addiction got bad and work took over, it was reading, drawing, and writing. I'm trying to get back into it. I also like working out and live music. Just generally exploring, whether it be the city or a trail outside of it.
The very few guys that I find myself attracted to always want a family. They're good men, but i will never be at that level.
>>18663473
Work at GameStop like the other f like this.
>>18663473
you need to be less emotional.