Not here to ask for advice.
I just wanted to know what's it like to have people who genuinely love you. And not just in the romantic sense, but from friends and family. I'm closing on my thirties, and still have never had the privilege
>what it's like to be loved
The only thing on Earth that prevents me from killing myself. How you still haven't done that yet is a mystery to me, op
>>18661706
>How you still haven't done that yet is a mystery to me, op
Kind of getting close to it, desu.
>>18661699
that's why you've got to create one. Your past doesn't define you, your future does
>>18661723
Doing so scares people away or breeds contempt within them, as has before. Your past determines your future.
>>18661708
Your reason to stay alive obviously lies somewhere else. You've made it this far on your own, it takes either huge strength or a lot of desperation. I just hope that's not keeping you from doing what you like.
>>18661756
>Your reason to stay alive obviously lies somewhere else.
Cowardice, probably.
>I just hope that's not keeping you from doing what you like.
I don't even know what I like anymore. It's been a while since anything made me feel entertained or enraptured. What does that even feel like?