I get incredibly anxious when Im given instructions by somone

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Being a faggot does have a great impact throughout life.

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>>18661628
>Could this be due to childhood trauma?
Why do you care? What would it change even if it was?

There isn't a strict cause-and-effect between traumas and behavior. We always hear how those who abuse their children were also abused BUT not all who were abused automatically abuse in response.

You can deal with your problem now without needing to look for excuses for it.

>>18661628
Take notes. There's no shame in that. Many "normal" people do that, just to be sure.

Just say "Wait a minute. Let me write this down, step by step, just so I'm sure." Nobody will be offended or think you're being odd in any way.