How do I wake up and think
>wee this is a new day to try and experience something new and find something or someone to make me happy
Instead of
>fuck I'm awake I just wanna go back to sleep there's nothing to do I just wanna get high im gonna die alone no matter what I do?
I always feel like the former before I go to bed but when I wake up I'm always the latter it makes me scared to sleep
Maybe I'm just using all my positive energy and wasting it staying up I don't know
>>18659091
I found out the secret awhile ago.
Ready?
[spoiler]Stop browsing 4chan[/spoiler].
Or limit yourself to like 15 minutes a day.