I am on a hiatus on drugs right now due to wanting to get a job. I have been a habitual user for about 3 years now.
The first week was fine, but my dreams started coming back and I am terrified. How do I deal with this?
tldr; Quit drugs. Dreams are vivid and terrifying. Too Scared to sleep. What do?
Talk to somebody anybody irl about it. Talk to your doctor. Find a life coach. Do something that is (healthyfully) distracting, like exercising. I haven't been on drugs but if it is anything like paranoia it helps to have someone watching your back, or at least pretending you can control your situation with healthy crap.