>never masturbated to gay porn >don't get boner to

So what, you don't have to act on them if you don't want to.

>>18656870
I won't act on them. But I want these thoughts to stop.

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>>18656856
Fuck it who gives a shit.
Just embrace it.

>>18656856
I think it's just your brain trying to fuck with you. Sometimes I have intrusive thoughts too. Like if I'm saying goodbye to a family member or friend, sometimes a little thought will pop up in my head like "lol I hope she dies". It pisses me off because I don't actually think that or want that at all. I have had similar gay thoughts to yours too. The way I solved it is whenever I had these thoughts I would strongly think to myself "fuck off no I don't". I probably sound insane, but hey.

Stop watching television.

>>18656856
stop watching porn

>>18656856

i might how do you know? sounds kinda gay and if its intruding enough to make you post about it then its not just random thoughts. if it was just your close friends we could rationalize your brain wanting stronger bonds with male friends but with strangers it sounds like you're gay.

saounds like your more upset about the idea of being gay.

>>18657738
and it sounds like you want to buttfuck him :^)

>>18656856
>What the fuck? I've dealt with OCD intrusive thoughts before but this is bad. Every time I look at a man I get an intrusive thought saying I'm attracted to them even though I'm not. It's recent and it's been going on for a couple of weeks so if I was gay I might have had it earlier.
hocd

>>18657769
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This is pretty common OP

>>18656856
Intrusive thoughts suck. When I was a teen I frequently imagined what people looked like getting fucked, it was usually women. While it wasn't like horrible it was uncomfortable when I didn't want them.

>>18656856
I get terrible intrusive thoughts too. Not gay ones but sexually deviant ones. Usually about rape situations or sexual torture or murder/gore, someone hurting a child, other bizarre painful things that I have made up and internalize. Then I get stuck in the: why do I think of shit like this when I don't want to hurt anyone or be hurt?

They don't give any pleasant emotion or sick thrill of any sort. They usually make me extremely sad and frustrated because I go down this shit rabbithole of terror for several seconds and my brain just won't stop it from happening. Flashing mental images. I literally have to smack my head and just yell stop sometimes.

Other times, I just try to rationally tell myself that my brain is malfunctioning and it is no reflection of me as a person. My behavior is what defines me and it is under control, not uncontrollable thoughts. That seems to help most.

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They are intrusive thoughts, code is in the name. Don't let it get to you, just disregard them when they come.