Hey guys, I've come to a rough patch. Within the past two months, I've singlehandedly ruined every relationship and friendship I have, and I mean these were friends I'd had for many years.
I'd simply been acting out and doing things that caused me to lost them slowly.
The thing is, none of it was intentional. I was just being g myself. And it fucked everything up.
I've been labeled as nothing but a 'problem maker'.
So I've made the decision to stop associating with them and just leave their lives by not responding to texts or calls. Disappearing from their world, essentially.
I guess what I'm trying to ask is, should I just keep to myself and leave everyone alone and move on? This would mean not talking to literally everyone i once knew.
I fucked up.
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OP, to answer your question, I think it would be wise NOT to cut yourself off. Doing so may drive you insane. I don't know the specifics of your situation, but maybe they think your personality is too overbearing. If I were you, I would slowly come back into their lives but listen more to them and base your interactions off what you learn. I believe the phrase "lurk moar" applies here. Maybe it'll be for the better, maybe not but you don't lose anything for trying. Absolute worst comes to worst, they block communication from you and you'll be back in this position but with no doubt as to how to proceed.