Hey advice.
Heavy shut in bound.
Since i got kicked from the military 4 months ago. i have been at my parent/step moms. At first it was okay, but over time it ways on them, which makes me feel less like shit. Today i got wasted and loaded everything into my van. My bio father caught me, guns in hand loading shit into my van to leave. Like a good father (why does he care so much about a fuck up like me?) He stops me and holds me down till i started crying ( tfw ptsd kicked in, remembering step father rape shit, along with war tragadies, more vivid than an acid trip)
How can a 22 ex army handle being unemployed, not on benefits, and a drain on parents without being suicidal?
Your dad sounds like a great person and dad. Have you tried opening up to him and asking him for help? I imagine he'd be more help than any of us could be.