I'm probably depressed and I have many addictions, such

>>18651979
Go for a healthy run.

>>18651979
Do you lack a drive for self improvement, both physically and mentally?

Snap out of it. You need to motivate yourself to stop the addiction... Others won't do it for you

*hug*

>>18651979

You apparently have a little bit of money.

Go to a clinical psychologist.. seriously. Addiction is no joke, and sure as hell not when you have like, three at once.

A psychologist is the best qualified person to help you sort yourself out.

Get help and share your thoughts with your friends they will support you, if you live in a bad area with drugs or violence move away if you can. Get a dog or pet.

I have episodes where I'm really sober and don't gamble and I live healthy. All that gets forgotten once I remember all the things that are expected from me as a uni student. I've never worked more than 2 weeks at a time. I have no one that understands me. My oxytocin levels are really low. I've exhausted every other choice of "cure" except for therapy, which is expensive as hell. I do have dog which is probably one of the reasons I still get up in the morning. I love her more than anything.