>not been outside in days.
>"hey, I should probably go buy groceries.
>put on the only set of clothes that fit me, I look like shit.
>waddle to the store.
>run into some dude that used to be my friend, simply see eachother and mutually say "hey".
>day fucking ruined, already want to leave.
>try to pay with card.
>isn't fucking working.
>"you'll need to use the machine outside and get cash"
>go outside and get cash.
>cashier has scanned all my shit and bagged it, just need to pay.
>pay for it.
>as I leave the store, the alarm goes off.
>dude searches my bag to make sure i've not stolen anything.
>tells me people usually steal steaks ( i bought two)
>o-oh o-okay.
>leave
>flustered, feel like shit.
>walking home I walk past a girl I used to be friends with.
>and then I walk past a guy I used to be best friends with.
I want to kill myself.
This life has been too long.
>>18651682
You sound like a fucking mess. Start going out side more and meditate.
How about you get take some responsibility for yourself and get your shit together? It's no one's fault but your own that your life is a mess.