>have friends since highschool
>they were just guys I used to hang out with
>one of them started to be a really good friend
>did my first parties with them
>start to get a "ghost" reputation because I hated these parties, I just wanted to see my one good friend
>each time I try to make efforts to like them as a whole I end up hating it because I'm not myself with them
>my good friend is pissed off because I say no when he asks to see me, because I know he's never alone, even though I told him I don't really like the others
>good friend starts to be annoying (I hate being invited in the last moment, I always ask my friend to warn me a few days before, and even though I told this friend many times he kept doing that, this is just an exemple of course, there were a lot of other reasons)
>this good friend now doesn't talk to me anymore while the others still do from time to time
Should I let it go? These friends are the only one that actually go out, I have another very good friend but he's not social at all.
If I leave them I will feel relieved as I've never felt myself with them, but my social life will go to zero.
Kinda of in the same situation except my best friend was never really my friend and decided he doesn't want to hang out with me anymore, kinda fucked me up because we're both part of me only group of friends. No idea what to do either.