>We were going to get married
>I spent my entire college years with her completely devoted
>Was absolutely obsessed, too much so really
>Loved her completely
>I can't live without her, this feeling has not stopped one bit
>Most beautiful woman I've ever seen, I'm not exaggerating this is how I feel when I look at her
>Feel like bursting into treats any time I'm reminded of her which is every few minutes
>Can't get this sinking feeling out of my stomach
>Can't stop feeling dead inside and like it takes effort to breathe
>Was going to marry her
>We were going to spend our lives together
>Now she left me
Does the pain ever stop? I can't bear this honestly I'm so confused, what is happening. How can this happen. This wasn't supposed to happen
Does the pain stop, for real? I feel like this is a cosmic tragedy but I know it's just a "breakup" but to me it doesn't feel that way, it feels like the worst thing in the universe. I know that's dumb.
Yes, the withdrawal from oxycotin or whatever the hell it is will wear off. It varies for everyone.
I'm three months in, and it's getting better.
Buck up OP, you will survive.
>>18649593
It hurts but eventually the hormones in your brain that made you feel that way will wear off in the mean time i recommend picking up a hobby it helps fight the and will help keep her out of your thoughts
Keep yourself busy. This is the best time to focus on yourself and make yourself stronger.
You're not alone buddy
I'm sorry for your loss
What happened man?
That's what you get for not being a Chad.