Ausfag. 26 worked during and straight out of high school. Parents

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Ausfag.
26 worked during and straight out of high school. Parents were more the "hard work gets you places" even though it got them no where.
Since leaving school i have been unemployed for about three months in total until the last big one. Was made redundant when dicksmith shut down (like radioshack for merifats).
>Went into another sales job. Get to play with Expensive cars everyday
>its long hours but i like it cause it means im not bored.
>Lose my job by no fault of my own (bosses words).
>Been unemployed for 9 months and it's killing me.
>Took a major hit to self-esteem.
>on meds to keep anxiety down but they just keep me at a constant level of panic
>if im not on them im a insufferable cunt because of anger problems
>rock and a hard place trying to stay sain for gf
I have applied for shit over and above my skill set and for laboring jobs and servos. Anything to get me out of this rutt and get back to being myself.
I started tinkering just to keep busy but i dont have the $$ for much with car payments and rent.

I'm not sure what to do. It's that "move to where jobs are or wait it out" thing. Will probably have to move in a year or so for the gfs study but i need to replenish the savings first.

I don't even know if im asking for advice i think i just needed to vent.
Is there anyone else that is in a situation like this? Ausfag or not.
Pic related. My old shop.