It's official, I can't have fun anymore.
I have been hanging out with a girl for a few months, things go good, next day bad, next day good, few days ok, next day bad. She's fine for the most part, but she's actually tearing me apart. She told me it would be like this but my feelings got the best of me. I know I should just fucking stop but I can't. Now I can't have fun anymore, everyday is a hassle and I am always in a depressed mood. I always blow off taking my anxiety medicine, which obviously doesn't help at all. Some would say to just fucking do something about it, but i'm having so much trouble trying to do so. Even menial tasks make me sad. I used to enjoy being outside and playing games. Nothing has meaning anymore, but I love her. I can't bring myself to stop loving her.
Should I see a therapist? I don't know what to do, I can't talk to my family about it.
>>18645293
How about cutting contact with this girl?
>but I don't want to I love her
Okay stay miserable but know there is a solution you just don't want to do it.