Since /lgbt/ are being fuckheads and not responding to my thread.

Sedoku

>>18640459

alright, alright we'll put that in the maybe pile.

Any other suggestions?

Get some therapy. Regardless of whether you are into men or women, you have a lot of baggage it sounds like.

>>18640467

Yeah been there, done that. I'm honestly not that afraid and I've been coping quite well lately. It's just very confusing. I can work this out, I just need a bit of help.

>>18640448
>I think I'm gay, but I also like women
Well that's called being bisexual. But if you can't get a boner with a woman, then maybe you're just romantically interested in them, but not sexually. Or you're just nervous, which is not uncommon. Maybe try some more, but don't try to force anything...it might just happen.

For what it's worth, my first few really intense crushes and romantic interests were with girls. But then as I got older I started to become more interested in guys and then came to the conclusion that I was mostly gay. To this day I still get crushes on girls but I know that pursuing them would be a waste of time because I really don't have a desire to do anything sexual with them.

>>18640476

Alright, this sounds more up my alley. But I'm still excited at the prospect of being with girls.

The fact that you don't enjoy the thought of being with a man or that you idolize your abuser already helps a lot. In today's society adolescents often get the idea pushed onto them that if they don't exclusively get horny whenever they look at the opposite sex and if they are somewhat close to same sex friends they have to be gay or bi or whatever, but that stuff is really harmful. Do you watch porn? Do you find women attractive? It's quite common to hear about a woman who can't get intimate because of a traumatic experience in the past, but that doesn't mean this can't happen to men.
Ignore people going on about romantically and sexually interested, those are functions of the same drive, and match up 95% of the time for a reason.
When do you usually get an erection?

>>18640448
What is your relationship with your father like?

>>18640496

Well, I don't idolise my abuser. I've just come to terms with it and deal with it. I can get an erection watching porn. I've watched trans porn before and enjoyed it. Women with a penis that is.

>>18640503

It's alright. I've always been very isolating and reserved. I was bullied a lot so I didn't really socialise or open up to a lot of people.

>>18640505
I did say it's good that you don't.
I'd suggest laying off the porn for a while and not jerking with your hand to masturbate for a while. Just because you can't get an erection from a woman doesn't mean a man will give you one. Try keeping masturbation to a minimum, and only do it when you're rock hard and can't stand it anymore - basically, you'll want to sexually gratify yourself more like in a normal, healthy relationship.
If you do end up watching porn, avoid tranny stuff and anything else deviating from "woman getting fucked", that's a slippery slope. Not saying that you will 100% end up gay, but it's a good way to bump up the likelihood.
When you say you can't get it up with a woman, does that mean you tried having sex with one and you couldn't?

>>18640521
Alright, I won't jack off for a couple days and I'll stay with some vanilla straight shit. I've tried it a couple times. It's been horrible every time.

>>18640448
what do you jerk off to? what do you think about when you jerk off?