I need some help. I have been in love with a girl I have never

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I need some help. I have been in love with a girl I have never met for the last year and a half. She is in and out of my life (as much as someone who you haven't met can be) pretty much since the beginning. I love her so fucking much but we are both now in separate relationships. I got with a girl who, even though she is lovely, I am simply not in love with. But I always find my mind drifting back to the first girl. Never even fucking met her and she is all I think about. I am sure she loves me and isn't just saying it, which she has so many times. We tell each other all the time. Our relationship is fucking stupid but it's all I want and I know she feels the same.

The only problem is the distance and its a pretty fucking unsolvable problem as we are both broke college students and she is 5000 miles away. I also don't know what to do about my girlfriend, as I really don't want to hurt her again. This situation has happened before, with the same two girls. Help me, please.