Ive grown up as the typical r9k dude
Im not completely hopeless, im 19, not a virgin and have gad gf's before.
Although i still spend most of my time alone
i have this deep seeded worry of being a pathetic looser the rest of my life and a fear ill be missing out on my youth if i dont do something with it
Ive been considering doing things i never really waned to do/thought of doing in order to become more sociable and likeable. (drinking, drugs, lifiting)
Is this a good path to go down? People tell me you should just "do what makes you happy" and ive been doing that for the last 19 years of my life and clearly that didn't do anything for me.
>>18637376
If "do what makes you happy" stopped working on you then you've to try its close brother, "do what makes you afraid of/fear" while still remember its nagging cousin, the "be responsible to whatever the fuck you're doing/you've done to yourself/anyone"
>>18637413
okay thank you