Nothing but suicidal thoughts the past couple of weeks. I sleep at night literally praying I never wake up. I feel worthless, like I'm just gonna grow up into nothing and be a burden to everyone. I actually already have grown up into exactly that. I'm 20 and I've been failing the vast majority of my classes.
What should I do, /adv/? Overdosing is my ticket out. But I'm still too pussy to do it.
Start taking school seriously.
>>18637200
start taking yourself seriously.
What do you want ?
see your schools guidance or therapsit
I don't want to better myself. I was bullied pretty badly in high school. It only just started really getting to me. I am a 5'5" male and weigh 92lbs. Can't gain weight no matter how hard I try. And I literally don't have anyone I'm close with that I can talk to, joke with, argue with. This was a pointless thread. I'm not viewing it again.
I've already decided on my fate. At this rate, I'm probably not gonna make it to 2019 without committing suicide.