>Can't get friends IRL
>Haven't really spoken to anyone in 3 years
>20 years old, but I've been told I think like a 15 year old
>Too scared and ashamed to talk to High-school kids that are probably more socially mature than me
I don't know where I can go.
There's a certain mental developmental plane that I'm incapable of hitting, and I'm sliding down the incline. I can't even respond to replies from vendors I buy from in the street anymore, and there's no help for people like me in this world.
>There's a certain mental developmental plane that I'm incapable of hitting
Yeah, that's what you think.
Unless you're a fully diagnosed autismo (which requires professional help), you can actually have a social life. Get some better self confidence, and see therapist if it's pretty bad. Maybe start with some CBT therapy?
All you want is empathy from this board, but the answer has always been there for loners. You dont understand confidence, which is key to having a social life. Also, what I see what aspies have in relation all the time is the fact that you take yourselves seriously too much. Maybe lighten up a little and start making mistakes so you can learn?
You're too scared to talk to high school kids because you wont step out of your comfort zone. The root cause is simple: you have so much negative limiting beliefs about yourself.