I've never really liked a guy before. I first met him in

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I've never really liked a guy before. I first met him in my economics class at the start of this year. We're completely different. He's the sporty kind. I'm more the academic kind. But there's something about him. I sneak glances during class. I can see where he and his mates sit at lunch from the balcony where I hang out. I take a peek over once in a while. When I see him in the hallway I get flustered. I sometimes just stare at the back of his head during class. When he turns around and we accidentally make eye contact I just kinda stop working inside. I don't think we've ever spoken really. Just this week I've had two dreams about him. One about him asking me whether something was chocolate cake, and tagging me in a Facebook post. The other was me sitting with him and a friend, and just talking and getting flirty. I don't know, he's just incredibly cute, and I get all giddy when I see him smile.

... And for fucks sake I'm a guy too. I've had girlfriends before, and I never struck myself as the kind of person to be gay. I don't know man. Moreover, what do I do with these feelings? Bury them and just forget or what..?