>20 years old
>Nothing is fun anymore
>Can't stop thinking about just committing suicide as there's no escape from working, and even if there was, it's very isolating
>Can't make friends with anyone, and it's all labor, and relationships are harder than ever to make
>Ugly face is getting uglier and harsher as the years go by
It's hard to not just shoot myself.
I think I'll probably last until I'm 25 doing what I'm doing, and then I'm out of this world.
I completely understand how Randy Stair felt, but I'm never going to bring harm to other human-beings.
Just do it , no more suffering no more sadness just peace
>>18632506
Why don't you quit being selfish , start taking female homrmones and become a trap for someone off 4chan , make your life useful
>>18632506
Why do you think it is that you can't find enjoyment in anything?
>>18632506
welcome to capitalism fuckhead
remember to thank chad on your way out
>>18632554
Funny thing is that suicide is the worst thing you can do against the system. That is why in all religions there isnt worse act than giving up and suiciding.
Rulers always needed workers. Nobody cared about them being unhappy, frustrated, stupid, unhealthy and so on, but they had to stay alive, breed and produce more workers. If majority of them simply suicided, they would have enourmous problem.
Since then it shifted a little into capitalism, so now the worst thing is to stop buying stuff, stop going to work and simply live modestly from savings like neet.
>>18632506
So op, since you are frogposter, go ahead and do it. Or at least try being neet for few years and then go with a bang via heroin overdose. Good luck!
>>18632550
I think I need to start drinking alcohol.
People pretend that life is naturally excellent, but it's a horrible existence that we are funneled into.
I've never drank before, but I think it's the only alternative to death. It'll be the only thing that will let me enjoy life once more.
>>18632590
Try csgo instead.
>>18632590
Way to not address the question. Enjoy your misery.