All of a sudden.
ALL OF A FUCKING SUDDEN
I feel like living.
I still feel like absolute shit.
I know my future is still fucked.
I'm still a shit human being.
But I want to live anyway.
Why?
Why now?
I had my suicide planned, I was gonna get a cab to a motel and hang myself on a live stream so that some sick fucks could get some entertainment out of it.
All of a sudden, I feel like living.
Six fucking years of feeling like shit, I've almost killed myself twice, and now I give a shit about dying?
Fuck.
Have any of you felt like this?
What causes this?
How do I get rid of it?
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