>had a great life until 22 >confident, outgoing, popular,

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>had a great life until 22
>confident, outgoing, popular, studying
>found a cute gf that was the love of my life
>turn 23, diagnosed with chronic illness, almost die at the hospital
>within the next 3 months my uncle has a heart attack and my grandmother dies, my other uncle is diagnosed with cancer
>severe depression
>drop out of high school, can't find any job, become a complete shut-in
>gf stays with me anyway
>2 years of recovery
>then life starts looking up again
>move to a new country, find a good job
>within 6 months end up in the hospital again
>severe depression again
>by now I've become a shell of my former self
>after 1 year of recovery gf can't take it any more
>broke up with me a month ago

fuck my life, everything was amazing until I got this fucking disease, and she even stuck around with me through the hard times, but I just never managed to get back on my feet whilst I was together with her

now that we broke up I'm trying to turn my life around, I've started going to the gym, I'm seeing a nutritionist, I'm seeing a therapist, I'm trying to figure out what I want to do with my life

it's still hard as fuck, every day I wish she could believe that I have the capacity to change, but I know that she got exhausted and has moved on

>life's a bitch and then you die